pathetique

beethoven's second movement
and i am pathetic.
i will never write words like this.

lucky

today i am the luckiest.

feed

it creates a strange sense of grave responsibility to realize that you are genuinely hungry, and that you have to feed yourself. not stuff your face, not satisfy some craving for ice cream, but feed yourself. you have to walk into the kitchen and determine what you should eat so that your body will work properly for you, because you are hungry. do you need cereal or greek salad or dark chocolate or stir-fry or bread and cheese? how much do you need?

it is a new and good experience for me to realize that i need food, and to enjoy making and eating it.

new blog

i was tired of the old blog, and ready for some excitement in my life, hence and beyond! oh excitement.

meta- is a greek prefix meaning 'beyond' or 'after'.

i am not thin, but i am ok.