starving

I've been starving to death in my own house. If I get this job [luckily I should know by tomorrow] I'm going to celebrate by going out and buying whole grain bread, cheese, lemons, cantaloupe, red peppers, quinces, apples, butter, tea. If I don't get this job I will have to continue living on oatmeal, cocoa, and fat-free ice cream. I will have to continue feeling sick.